I wish

I wished that today never happened.
I wished that the events that leads to today never fucking happened.
I wished everything was still like the way they were before 3 years ago.
The way you all nagged me for being an ass,
The way you all constantly wake me up early to eat breakfast with you all,
The way you ask me not to drive so fast on my favorite highway,
The way you all give me shit constantly,
The way you all force me to go for this go for that,
The way you all sneak up on me at 3am and ask me to shut down my comp when I'm dotaing,
The way you all ask me to come home to eat dinner,
The way you all ask me to not spend so much,
The way you all ask me not to swear when you all can swear at me ==
The way you ask me to get off your dunno how many thousand dollar couch like I'm some pooch ==
The way you all throw the phone bill at me for boiling porridge,
The way you all nag at the clothes I buy,
The way you all nag at the way I spend money.

Sometimes, I wish you all would still nag me instead of talking to me like everything is fine.
Stop acting tough.
I miss every single thing.
I love you mom,dad and I hope you all are happy this way.

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10.10.10 only happens once in a lifetime. And I'm grateful I'm with you today. Kellie Yap. I love you. =)

I give my heart to you,
cuz nothing can compare in this world to you.

A Little Pain.

9. That's the amount of nights I've spent without you by my side. Time is passing fast, but the feeling of it passing isn't half as fast as the time we used to spend back in KL. It hurt for the first few nights, sleeping without someone to hug, waking up without your grumpy-i-wanna-bite-your-head-off-ness; then it was alright again, I felt better. It was until I downloaded NANA (an anime), and the ending theme song brought me back to the day when I first met you, yes, the big apple being in Paris day; until the day I flew off. Every single detail, every single thing you said, everything we did together. Looking back at pictures, I wish time would just stop where it was perfect. The thing I miss most is not having ice cream with you before I leave, and I promise you that will be the first thing we'll do when we meet again. Thank you, I miss you.

The thread that binds us together is pulling,
To bring you by my side as before,
When I hear your voice,
As I close my eyes,
Even a little pain is precious to me.

Good night. =*

Love Love Love

Cause it's Y.O.U and me =)

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you ;)Kellie Yap <3

And This Solitary Moment Makes Me Want To Come Back Home

I still remember the time when u sent me this song and I fell in love with it instantly. =/ Although the life here is fun but I can't stop missing you. Those random-don't-know-which-park-to-chill-at, shopping and driving around and me letting you put our lives in danger moments =D


After almost 3 months, most of us are starting to get homesick. Often I hear random rambles like "I wanna balik la etc etc". Not that easy as we though huh, missing everyone back home, the events, parties, chills. It is said that "Time passes very fast, no worries". Cock. Pure bullshit. Sometimes time just passes so slow that you can hear every second tick away and somehow the hour never passes. The only way that time manages to slide by real quick is by sleeping. Even parties here seems like it'll take forever to end (btw Joyad they played hotel room service at the house party last week =P miss you). Maybe we should've just applied to the same Uni in the first place so we can fuck up the dorms all together and spread some karat love =D

And now, I'm gonna do what it takes for time to pass without me knowing it. Sleep =D Oyasumimi =)

"I miss the familiar voices yelling out "Woi! Joyad! Minum!" -- At least, December's round the corner" - Joyad 2009